Ale House Benefit

Well my plan to do nothing but sleep all day and relax yesterday work ! Sister and I went up to the Ale House at about 3:30 and spent a half hour in the parking lot talking to people who were leaving . I was not sure what to expect . My dad and sister kept saying there was going to be like four to three hundred people through out the day . I thought they were nutts ( yup they so crazy they get two " T's ") ! I was thinking to my self my dad might be a C.P.A. but he can not count people ! Boy did I eat my words ! From what I heard the place had been packed since about noon till seven when we left . CRAZY !!!!

I can not explain the emotions that I was feeling they changed a lot . When I first walked in and saw everybody , I felt the tight feeling my neck and my eyes felt like they might start to open the flood gates . ( I haven't had a flood gate moment yet . Last time I cried my brain leaked so I think I am still a little scared to cry . ) It is an odd feeling for me to have something that large for me . It was weird to see my face up on posters . ( kinda felt like a bought a pint of milk and saw myself as a lost child . hahah any ways )

It was really cool to see people whom I have been friends with since I was in kindergarten ! I am so floored that I have friends that I have known for that long . They know where I keep the bodies so to speak . They are the ones that know the stories that you wished were not true . They know what you wanted to be when you were 5 and still think you could be a bar spinner or a professional wrestler on G.L.O.W. ! Ahhh I'm so lucky !

I loved the drawings that Mandy and Twan's daughters made for me ! They were soo cute when giving them to me . Little kid hugs are some of the best . Then Mr. McKay framed and blew up this photo that I had asked him to take for me when we were in Copalis for Anns 30Th birthday . It was the light shining down through the clouds and trees so it looks like fingers . I loved it ! My mom use to tell us when that happened it was our loved ones who went to heaven reaching down to hug us . So I was pretty excited to see that Pip lived up to the standered in which I think of his work and got the most spetacular shot ! It was truelly lovely .

Tonight was a rare night . I'm glad that I was well enough to experience it . I can not remember the last time I had so many hugs ! Love hugs ! I also met a lot of new people . I just hope I can remember all the names and faces .....

Well sister just brought me an evening cocktail of Airborn and my mind is starting to drift , I want to write more but I think it will have to wait till tomorrow , So with this I say goodnight my friends . Thank you and spred the love .