Hair ! Dawning of Aquarious ?

Well I have had another long week . It has been filled with joy and pain . Joy was my aunt Pam is down from Alaska . =) It has been great seeing her . She is a crazy fun lady ! The pain is in the tummy area . It think it is from the radiation but it could be the steroid pill that I take , no idea . It kinda feels like cramps or like when something terrible happens and you get that sinking feeling in your tummy . ( Well at least I do ) It is a tolerable pain , I know it is just a side effect of one of the things that will make me better .
I went to a red neck wedding with my friend Todd . It was a blast . Bob Cody's step daughter Bobbie got married to Scott out kinda by Northwest Trek on a lake . It was a nice small wedding . They had hay bails set out and a few folding chairs . ( * When the ceremony was going to start Todd wanted to sit in the back so he could get some pics of them walking down the isle . So we find two chairs at the end . I was adjusting my purse and scarf as Todd went to sit down . Well as he sat down the legs of the chair sunk into the ground . Todd's arms were a waving and he hit kind of a high note as he realized he might be going down . I was just about jumping up and down I was laughing so hard ! I was so glad he sat down 1st ! ) The grooms men all had camo vest on and shades . They wore their Sunday blues ( aka wranglers ) As I looked around I joked with Bob and Todd that Todd and I were the only people there to watch everyone else was in the wedding . I think they had 10 in the wedding party ? Bobbie had a pretty lacey dress . THe braids maids had these great lil black dresses ( they will be able to wear them to all kinds of things , they were supper cute ! ) The gurber daisey colors were purple and white . They had made the dance floor from plywood it was pretty cool . They had drove 10 foot rebar into the ground then strung light from pole to pole to light the dance floor with twinkle lights . It was great to be witness to such a happy day . As night fell I started to become cold I looked at Todd and said Pumpkin . I knew I would get colder and I will admit that I get grumpy when cold , but in my giveb condition it is multiplied . Todd took the que and we said our good bye's to th ebride and groom . Bob was all kinds of proud when we were leaving . I think it is cute to see the bodeing parents . How they look at their kid with pride and yet you can almost tell they are seeing them as a 5 year old or something . It's cute . Todd and I left before the cutting of the cake or the food was out . I know I am lame ! but that just proves how much Todd rocks . We ended up having a Fruggle Burger . I have never had one it was pretty good ! Todd droped me off at home and I went up put a movie in and passed out . IT was a exciting day .

I started losing my hair .It started on Friday . I am not going to lie . It is disturbing . I knew this would be the hardest part for me but it wasn't until i was washing my hair and when I ran my hand through my hair and a chunk came out did I realize how much . It almost knocked the wind out of me . I started crying right there in the shower . It was like I pulled a section of a weave out . For the last cupple of days I have been in denial over it but I had to come to terms with it . I was lucky in some ways . Ming and Lolo took me out for a day of pampering . We went wig shopping out at the B&I and I found a nice wig . I think the two of them might end up buying a few wigs them selfs . It was a lot of fun seeing the different styles and colors on al of us . After the wigs we went and got Pedicures . Oh it felt soooo good ! The back rubbing chairs , the lil foot rub and a few laughs between friends . It was blissful . I picked a hot pinkish color for my toes . Totaly not what I normally get but I thought that I needed to step out of my norm . We ended the day down at El Gaucho . We were a little early to be seated for dinner so we sat at the bar and shared a appetizer of calamari . Lo and Ming had a glass of wine . It smelled super good ! They said it was good . I had a ice tea ( yum ) . After our snack they came and told us out table was ready . We were seated and the server told us about the specials and what her favs were . The 3 of us debated on what we should all get . Lolo and I ended up sharing a meal g for two . It was awesome ! I have to admit I can't remember what it was called but my taste buds can still taste the flavors . I might say it was the best beef I ever ate . It all was good . The tomato with parm and herbs was a surprise hit for me . The asperagus was nice slightly woody but went well with the other flavors . We shared a side of the mushroom rissotto it was creamy earthy and rich . I could start to feel my gut expand . All 3 of us were about to hit a food wall . We sat there and talked for a few hours as we milled and savored our food . We had a couple of to go boxes made up . Mmmm tasty left overs ! The server dropped off dessert menus and Ming and Lo both puffed up their cheeks as if to say no more . I took a peek . MMmm Key lime pie , Banana Fosters , or Creme Brule . I went with the Brule . We got a round of coffee to go with dessert . THey server brought out a HUGE platter filled with fruit , nuts , and then a cheese and date plate to go with . Ming worked on craken the nutts open , I diced up a pear to share and the server carmalized the Brule . It was awesome ! I have to admit I am still full !!! We left there at 7ish and it is now 12ish . I had a glutness dinner . I know now what the Greeks must of felt like . I t was a day I will not forget for a long time .

I will be shaving my head tomorrow . It is kinda a serial moment . I am affraid . Why , I am not sure . Most likely it is because it is the unknown for me . On the bright side I have a wig and a few scarfs . I just hope that I will be able to pull it off . I have a big head .... now I will have a big bald head .... I hate this shit ! ...... I hope that my hair grows back .